Monday, 2 January 2017

DIRECTOR STORY

                                      "THE FINAL CURTAIN"




theater-stage-lightsThe theatre hall was packed. In fact it had people, of all shapes and sizes (meaning of differing years and human body constructions) sitting on the steps leading to the aisle seats. The hall with a hundred years reputation behind it, was celebrating the fiftieth performance of Samuel Beckett‘s Waiting For Godot, by the theatre group, Final Curtain. The group had had other performances of plays by reputed playwrights to its credit. The founder of Final Curtain, Shobhan Chowdhury Gomes, was a veteran in the theatre circuit. Now aged fifty (the coincidence was not deliberate), he is the professor of English Literature at a college in the southern part of his hometown, Kolkata. Shobhan is a Bengali Christian and his family had been so for generations. In fact, his lineage took him back to Sir William Carey, who in the early years of the nineteenth century, had translated the Bible into Bengali (and also Sanskrit).
“Shobhan da, all the tickets have been sold out. The audience are shouting for the stage performance to start,” informed a panting Siddhartha. Siddhartha Sen, a leading member of the group and also a social activist, has been with Final Curtain since its inception years. Incidentally Siddhartha is playing Estragon in this stage adaptation of Beckett’s play which had taken the literary world by storm, when it had appeared.
“If one has to study philosophy and, above everything else, the existentialists of the likes of Carl Jung, Sigmund Freud, Heidegger, one has to read and analyse Samuel Beckett’s Waiting For Godot first and foremost,” Professor Chowdhury Gomes always reiterated in his lecture classes. Shobhan having been himself an avid bibliophile, staging plays with the ultimate goal of forming his own theatre group, had been one of his cherished dreams. Having had his education from his alma mater, Presidency College, he now divides his time between delivering lectures at his college, which is not every day and staging rehearsals for forthcoming productions. Dark, tall, with an impeccable accent which friends and associates revered, Shobhan Chowdhury Gomes was perfection personified.
Yet somewhere deep inside, Shobhan is essentially a loner.  An avowed celibate (close friends relate it to a broken affair) he has a handful of friends with whom he shares and is reciprocated. His lectures are well attended and girls simply drool over his mannerisms, which some feel to be mere affectations. Like stopping in mid sentence, with “You know”, the other day when he was delivering a lecture on ‘Modern Poetry’. He usually performs a shrug of his shoulder blades when entering the staff room of the college, holding a cigarette, dangling almost from his thin, fragile (almost effeminate) fingers. Or, more often, he stubs out one when entering his class to deliver one of his most awaited lectures. He always ended his classes after any euphoric deliverance with ‘Amen’.
Today as Shobhan Chowdhury Gomes was supervising the last –minute make-up touches to the four actors who would be taking the stage by storm in the next couple of minutes his mind was travelling back to the days when he had staged the first public performance of Waiting For Godot at the Academy. The Academy of Fine Arts in Calcutta had always had an elite crowd as audience.
“Sir,” one of his students, Gaurav, had said to him that day. “Can I touch feet? I want to be a theatre activist like you and would like to join your theatre group.”
The look of undisguised reverence in his student’s eyes had moved Shobhan that day. He had formed Final Curtain with a handful of his students – some from his college, some from his home-tutoring classes. He used to be assigned the paper ‘English Drama’ for his classes at the University. Just like a teacher teaching his students the different parts of the human body in an anatomy session, Shobhan used to dissect the plays into shreds of cloth until the bare structure of the author’s creation remained. His students used to enjoy his lectures so thoroughly that rumours abounded about girls used to address anyone who appeared to be remotely good-looking, as being “just like Shobhan Chowdhury Sir”.
The director-cum-actor-cum-professor had had a very ordinary upbringing. Born into a lower middle class family, who hailed themselves from the distant shores of East Bengal, Chowdhury had shown talent right from an early age. His father was a converted Bengali Christian. The lineage with William Carey came from his wife, Elizabeth Gomes’s side. Shobhan had exhibited acumen in the field of the arts right from an early age.
“Shobhan’ll outshine others in languages. You mark my words,” his grandmother had said, one day to his father.
The Academy of Fine Arts represented what Prithvi Theatre is to Mumbai. For Calcuttans, it was the ‘ultimate’ in theatre experience and for theatre-directors it stood for a historical lineage and a sense of pride to be able to host a theatrical production at its Proscenium stage. There are many more theatre halls in this city. Yet the Academy stands in a class unto itself. Serious productions, not those which are made purely for commercial reasons, are performed here. The cushioned seats, now in sorry states of disrepair, have seen many glorious days. To be able to perform at the Academy before an elite and discerning audience is the pinnacle of group theatre productions in the city.
“I do not want the prompters to be seated before the stage. It might be better to have them near the wings,” Shobhan was giving his last minute instructions to the stage manager, another of his bright students, Ira Gupta.
“Sir, the people are shouting for the curtain to be pulled up out there. It is a packed hall today. Ira, are you aware that all the tickets for this performance had been sold out several days prior to this,” one student, who was in charge of announcing the commencement of the play, said panting, after having run all the way from the main gates of the theatre hall.
“Ira, let the audience wait for a couple of minutes more. But I want ABSOLUTELY NO props around when the play is being performed. And by that I mean there should be no shaded curtains hanging at the back. Remove them as fast as you can,” Shobhan almost barked into Ira’s ears.
“Beckett had wanted his play to be the epitome of absurd theatre. No props, no frills, just the characters and their dialogues,” he added.

“PULL UP THE CURTAINS.”

The mere drop of a pin could be heard from the absolute silence which followed the call to pull up the curtains from the director.
The play commences. The actors, playing the roles of Vladimir and Estragon, pull up mammoth performances. Shobhan had lectured them umpteen numbers of times on the need to bring forward the absurdity of the situation. There had been workshops and rigorous rehearsals before the final production.
What no one noticed was the fact that Shobhan himself had been ill on the final day of actual performance. He didn’t inform anyone of his theatre group that he was unwell. He had been suffering from a chronic pulmonary disease and the doctor had advised Shobhan to take complete rest and abstain from smoking. But old habits die hard. The crescendo of expectation and anticipation, with the ultimate staging of his cherished project, had taken a big toll both on his health and his lungs. The fits of coughing that had interrupted many a rehearsal in the beginning, had evolved into a symptom where Shobhan was spitting blood with his cough.
Ira watched from the wings how the coughing of their director seemed to have aggravated. She was the sole witness when Shobhan eventually fell down and lost his consciousness while the play was going on in full swing. Ira rushed to the back of the wings and knelt down beside their professor.
“Sir, can I fetch you some water?” Ira whispered silently, so as not to impede the ongoing performance.
No response. Ira began to shake Shobhan with all her might. Still their beloved professor’s head remained in a hanging state on her shoulders. Panic drove Ira to sheer desperation. She opened a water can and poured the entire amount over his head. It was then that she realised that their ‘Shobhan Chowdhury Sir’ had left them forever.
“You know, Ira, it’s every artist and performer’s dream to cease living or to die when at the helm of his success. I would like my death to come when I am in the middle of a performance. I do not want to burden anybody with my troubles. Death should come when I would be waiting for it, just as one waits for one’s paramour,” Shobhan’s words kept ringing in Ira’s ears, as she sat motionless with his head hanging from her shoulders.
As the final curtain came down after a thunderous round of deafening applause from the audience, Shobhan had passed to his another land, the hall of fame where all great artists dwelt.
Ira had realised the calamitous moment the instant it had happened. But she did not move. Just like the two characters on stage, Vladimir and Estragon, these two real life characters fail to execute thought to action. None of them move. One does not move because life had been snatched out of him and the other, because she is too stunned to think about mobility.
Absurdity resides in that twilight zone where fiction meets with facts, where life encounters its mimetic reproduction, where fictional characters are brought to life by real-life ones.
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                                                                                      SOURCE BY-HAIMANTIDUTTARAY
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LOVE STORY

                                             "BACK TO YOU"




Chennai, September 15,2015
ring-love-man-woman‘Ego, possessiveness, love and lust are the four words which makes a girl’s life both miserable and memorable, while religion and caste join hands together to form a bareer for her love’
Reading Rio’s diary my tear glands started moistening my eyes. Would a guy engrave a girl in his heart like this just for love. The words in his diary engrossed me and I almost got lost into the lines. He has started writing the diary from July 24, 2014 and that page was covered with blood and it got smugged so I could not read what was written in it. I some how managed to read the last line and it said ‘this would be my best 5th anniversary gift for our love’.
Why as he not written the diary before, what would be the reason. I stayed a while thinking who would have send me this diary as the parcel contained no name in it and I started reading the diary as though it belongs to me, I feel like some or the other way I am connected to it. I started reading the diary dated July 30, 2014
‘Even years would count like seconds when you are with me. The sea breeze never seemed heavy to me today as I can only hear your breath. My hands never wanted to play with the sand as it wanted to be always interlocked in yours. I tied my hair tight so that it should disturb you when you feel asleep on my shoulders. Our love is beautiful than the waves we saw because how much ever fast they come, they end up near the shore but we travel without knowing the destination as we believe in our love’
“Hey Rio, Its time for prayer. Deciding to become a priest is easy but difficult to follow, try to spend most of your time in prayers and reading bible” Father Antony shouted at me.
I kept the diary aside and was immersed in it as though I was the Rio mentioned in the diary but the fact is its just my name and not me.

Tuticorin, September 15, 2015
‘Hello Rio, please talk to me. I have been sending you hundred texts a day, why can’t you just respond me with a missed call. Its been one year since you talked to me with love, what mistake I did? Why you always talk to me in a rude manner whenever i call’ sending this text message to Rio with tears rolling down my cheeks i slept in my bed.
“Rio please just slow down, we are going to end up in a accident” I shouted at him.
“Just hold on to me, I will never leave you die alone neither in this ride nor our life” he said as though he was married to me.
‘The way he wanted me to be is like all other girls but the way I am brought up is not like them. ECR road, a route where every lover in Chennai would have her placed footsteps and all leave a tire mark which stands as a symbol for their travel of love. He always wanted me not to tie my hair, as he wants my hair to paint of our love to all the places we go. He becomes a child when he plays with hair, he hide his fingers between them and search for it as thought he has lost it. Our love was never stimulated by hormones but by hearts, two of us separated by distance doesn’t know the pain of love the other is going througth. Even my tears will be secreted only when his hands are near me to wipe it.
“Hey Priya, its already time get up. You are not still a baby to sleep all day, you are going to be married in five days.
I woke up at a flash and could not believe it was just a dream I had. Feeling that this feel would have painted love in the pages of his diary, I prayed that it should bring some changes in him
“Behave well and make our us proud which will make your dad feel good between fellow caste people. Get ready we have some formalities to do, the relatives are already on their way” my mother shouted at me.
Suddenly I got a call and the name which my phone displayed made my blood reached its maximum speed it would have tried to come out of my veins.
“Hey Rio why have not messaged me all these days, what happened?”
“I told you not to me message or talk to me, why do you irritate me and I don’t love you anymore. Just get away from my life. Don’t make me to use bad words. Just go in your way” he screamed and when I started to talk the only sound I could hear is the beep sound.
Relatives have already filled my house. The only thing a girl learns as she grows is to bury her feelings and just smile for the sake of others. People here never eat food rather they survive with the proud of their caste. Caste is the word they use more than the number of times they inhale and religion in case of Rio’s father.

Chennai, September 17,2015
“Rev. Father please help me to wash away my sins, I’m Rio’s father, the boy whom you are going to make priest this Sunday. I never wanted him to marry a girl from other religion so I told him to get of the house. He has lost his memory due to the shock I told him to get out of the house. So I wanted to test him whether he is acting as though he has lost his memory so I send him his diary. Thank god he didn’t regain his memory and he will never think about the girl. I feel sorry that I’m not treating my child for the sake of a girl but I feel proud being a Christian”
“Ok son, as the saying goes, as you sow, you reap. Just pray to god. What is all the diary about? When his love is true why can’t you allow them to get married” father asked me.
‘Its not just his love its his life. I don’t know this idiot will do this much for the sake of a girl. His friends told me that they both didn’t even propose each other but started loving from 11th standard. Wondering what would have made them love even if they belong to different religion. One day I received this diary from priya. She wrote a letter to me “Your son has changed a lot and I will not be a burden to you. Just tell him to read this diary. These are the days I wanted to happen in my life and will never happen. Just tell him to read it and tell him not to see me again. But I’m waiting for him”. Each and every letter she has written made me understand the this is not just love its their life.”
“Rev father, I can’t see my son becoming a priest. I’m sailing to Mumbai on 20th so just take care of him”
‘Smiling at him I turned towards lord and said these people don’t know what is religion, what is love and who is god. But why they have to fight for it. I went inside the church thinking about Rio’s father and there was my boy Rio praying to the lord.
“Rio, come here” I called him
“Yes father, is all the arrangements ready for 20th”
“Yes my boy, first tell me who is Priya?”
“Have you read the diary father, those words are magical. People still love each other like that. I thought the love prevailing nowadays is just for pleasure”
“Oh my son, pray to god and he will let you know what is your life and to unlock the love hidden in you. Go and read that diary now”
“But father you told me to be with bible”
“Wherever love prevails god will stay there”

Tuticorin September 17,2015
‘Every girl in our caste should be like priya. She never uses to lift her head up to see boys. Nowadays girls get make a big mistake by loving others. They think they can live happily but they can’t get dowry and make our caste proud’
“If stupid words were collected and compiled into a book it can be named a relatives”I was drowning in among the relatives. How could they just think if the boy earns more he can keep her happy. Is money everything can the single paper printed wit Mr. Gandhi can make my life move ahead. With confusions killing me I went to my mom.
“Hey priya, do you need anything to drink?”
“No mom, i just wanted to ask you a single question? Come to my room”
“What strikes you first when you think of daddy?”
She smiled and said “His love towards us”
“If you come to know that he is not from our caste, will you tell that his love is fake?”
She got angry and said ”Just go sit quietly, don’t over react, remember the incident happened on you birthday”
As soon as she said that I felt like I would be blind, dumb and deaf. Why should god still keep me alive when my life is somewhere never thinking about me.

Tuticorin July 24, 2014
“Its going to be 12, god please wake that idiot to wish me first” I was focused towards my phone display. Suddenly a messaged popped up”Come upstairs and see the beauty of moon”
Like a commando operation, I just moved through the pillars of my room as a lizard. As that stupid said moon was so romantic. Wish that idiot should be near me now. I saw a small pack near me when I opened it I heard a voice
“Happy birthday priya”
Its him, the look I had in me will be similar to the look I had when I saw my mom the first time when I was born, he has come all the way just to wish taking this much risk. His moustache and have shaven beard drives me crazy whenever he sees me. He is not that much tall but no one can next next to him the way he loves me nor the craze he has on me. Its even tough to count the days we started being in relationship but hardly this will be our 5th meeting. The best thing about him is he never uses my love as an advantage.
“Open the gift, our love is not romantic as shown in movie, we never felt it rather we live it” he said
It was a carving of Effel tower from lead which he has done for me. Kisses, hugs never filled up our hearts rather a two rupee pencil did. This is what love all about and to me this is the definition for love. And also he gave a diary and said with tears in his eyes “Normally diaries get filled up with past but in this the pages must be filled up with the days you are waiting for, the way you wanted to be with me, we will make it happen after our marriage”
I opened the page of my diary and started writing, after few moments he came near me took hold of my hand and said”I want to marry you, I fought with the dad and came………”
Rio look back, I shouted, it was my dad, he hit rio with a big rod, he locked me in my room. I heard my dad told to someone about to take Rio to the harbor. Thinking about Rio I fainted in my room. Praying to god that rio must not be hurt more. I have made him to hate me. I can’t leave my parents and run for our love. Like a snail I got surrounded in to my shell again.

Chennai September 20, 2015
“Rio never be late, today is the important day in your life. You are again going to be born as a priest and today is the day you are going to devote yourself for Christianity” Father Antony said to me as Bishop is coming today.
“Yes father I know the importance, I have a prayer meeting to attend near by I will be back in few hours” It was very cloudy so I took at umberalla to make sure that my clerical clothing doesn’t get wet.
It started raining heavily so I stood by the near by bus stop. Started admiring the greenery around the church and was immeresed in the beauty of Jesus statue from there. Church was filled with people as it was raining heavily the road looked empty and it was a pleasant scene to see the lord in this rain. I whole heartedly started praying that desires and wishes of the people should come true. I saw a girl running towards the bus stop, she was dressed up like a bride, a typical hindu traditional girl. I could sense she was in some problem.
‘Sir could you please help me” she asked without even seeing and taking deep breath.
The glance she saw me she started crying and she was like she already know me.
“Rio, I’m your priya. I have come all the way from tuticorin to see you and today is my marriage. I don’t know what to do without you. A life without you is like living in a room with no oxygen. I need to breathe you all my life, why don’t you understand my love and you do stand like this as though you don’t know me and why the hell do you want to become a priest ” She started weeping.
“I don’t know you mam, this is the first time I am seeing you.” I started walking towards the church fastly. Am I the Rio mentioned in that diary, is she really my love. Is this the girl whom father asked me. Am I born to become a priest nor to lead a normal life. What I have to decide? Love for a girl I felt this only after reading the diary. Is she really born for me? With thousand questions revolving me the church seemed too long for me to walk. Statue of Lord was not even seen cleary to me now. My head started to pain as though some one bet me with a rod. She came into umbrella and took hold of my hand and she hugged me.
I don’t know what happened to me, I could not resist or push her away. I could feel a bond with her. Standing in the middle of a empty road with greenery around me and rain drops hitting my cheeks I saw the sky, the pages of the diary telling my love towards her started invading me.
She saw my face and said with teared eyes washed by the rain” This is what the best 5th anniversary gift I wished for to travel in a single umbrella and to hug you with nature blessing us”.
With no second thought I hugged her tighty and said “I can’t never remember my past but my future will be surely yours”
“Oh so this is the girl for whom you went to taste death near tuticorin harbour. I found you there when I came for a prayer meeting” Father antony started smiling at us.
“Thank you father for informing that Rio is here” priya added and she heard her phone ringing and she was shocked to see it was Rio who is calling her.
She took the phone”Hey priya where are you, I know you will attend the phone if I call from this number”
“Daddy, this is all your work to make me hate Rio, I feel ashamed of you. You took Rio phone from him and you have made some other boy to call me often, Go live and die with your caste” she kept the phone and starting hugging me.
“Love a four letter word which means a lot for u both, while religion and caste matters a lot for your parents. I will help you both get married before lord who is neither a Christian nor a Hindu just a form of love”
“I may be a snail in a shell but its time for me to break my shell and to fall in love again” talking to his heart beat I am here for him.
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                                                                                                SOURCE BY-VENKATRAMAN
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SOCIAL STORY

                                          "INCARNATE"




color painting of eye with tear“Hello can anyone here me, please let me out of this dark room?”
For many months I was like I am dumb I can only feel the changes happening in me but I can’t express through words. I could feel someone’s heart beating near me and I felt that she is afraid of something, she was trapped in another room controlled by many people as I can hear many voices screaming at her. I am in this dark room for more than six months. I heard a voice shouting at the other girl.
“I am going to kill you, what have you done bitch. You can’t fulfill the needs of me and my family. Why you have to live? Just get out of my sight”
After which suddenly I felt a hand touching my head with love and care but I can’t see that hand but could hear weeping, the room is always dark and it makes me very afraid. I don’t feel hungry neither I get tired. I am free only to move my legs. Whenever I do that I feel some hand pressing me which makes me panic and I stop moving. What does people gain by keeping girls like me in dark room and what makes them to do like this. Many months passed by and I am still waiting for some one to save me.
My tears too are not secreted and I don’t know the reason. If some one saves me from this dark room I will make their wishes come true why could no one understand the importance of me. I am not supposed to tell who I am now, I get my powers only when I am free and when my feet makes an impression in this soil. The world is going to face a change if some one tries to save me. I heard a male voice talking to a female I suppose by her voice.
“What can we do in her case, we don’t need this sh*t to live, try to wash it out” his voice was very aggressive.
“We can’t kill her now, its too critical. I’ve to discuss with others to decide what can be done” the woman replied.
“You are going to face a lot of problems as you didn’t tell that this sh*t has formed. Being true to your profession and womenhood is not going to fetch you anything. But this sh*t is a shame for us. You have changed the sheets and cheated us, we went to confirm with some sound and came to know this sh*t” he shouted.
“Please leave me and do whatever you want” she replied. Her voice was filled with fear.
The girl next to me started weeping, this conversation made me afraid. I can’t figure out what is going to happen. They have decided to kill the girl next to me. Again I could feel some hand touching me.
Few hours after this conversation, the girl next to me shouted and screamed. I could feel some force pushing me out of the dark room. Atlast I thought someone is helping me to get out. Suddenly I heard a male voice.
“Tie her in the bed”, the girl next to me shouted and screamed. The only words I could hear is please and no. Her sound stopped suddenly. I suppose they have closed her mouth. After which I was unable to breathe, my lungs were starving for oxygen. I tried to escape from the darkroom. Some one helped me to get out but my heart already was losing its beat. I feel like I would die in seconds. When I came out of the dark room, my body was fully covered with blood. My eyes slowly closing I felt the same hand touching my head with love. Her teared eyes closed by seeing me dying before her.
“Just a single pillow is enough to stop your breath and the sh*t growing in you. Girl baby is a sin and I have maintained the pride of my family” he said in a relief.
With my heart losing its beat and with a smiling face I thought,
“Even being a god I cannot enter this world as a women, my legs making an impression in this soil would have made a myth to reality. It is so pathetic to believe that the woman who gave birth to me was in a dark room called world. You may be not educated and not living in a city just consider women as human being. Its not only me to to get incarnated to save this world. Incarnate yourself to save this world and womenhood”
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                                                                                               SOURCE BY-VENKATRAMAN
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KIDS STORY

                   "THE FLOWER PRINCESS"




toy-sunflower-smileThere were three princesses named Dawn, Zion, and Trinitee. Dawn and Zion were twins and Trinitee was the youngest. These princesses were called “The Flower Princesses”. Trinitee could draw vivid flowers and Dawn could color and arrange the flowers and Zion could make the flowers come to life.
One day their mother Onya told the twin princesses she was going to teach them how to grow Birthday flowers for Trinitee’s birthday. Only a princess can make these magical flowers grow. Zion and Dawn were very excited and ready to make these Birthday flowers for Trinitee’s birthday. Every morning the twin princesses Dawn and Zion would get up with their mother to try to make the Birthday flowers, but because they could not get the drawing part right the twins begin to give up after five days.
When Queen Onya heard of word the twins were giving up she sent Shree and Nekia to help the princesses with the trouble. The two advisers explain to Dawn and Zion the problem was not because they could not draw, but because they were thinking too much on trying to create a perfect flower. The drawing part of the flower has to come without thinking the flower is not perfect, but to know the flower is already perfect.
So the next day was princess Trinitee birthday and Zion and Dawn got up early once again to begin to restart the Birthday flowers for Trinitee. Instead of thinking on how a perfect Birthday flower should look like, the princesses begin to let their hearts draw the perfect Birthday flowers and the flowers begin to grow. When Princess Trinitee woke up, the two twin princess Dawn and Zion gave Trinitee her Birthday flowers. Princess Trinitee was happy because she knew the Birthday flowers were perfect. As she smiled she whisper to her sisters, “I knew you guys could do it.”
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                                                                                                           SOURCE BY-DEZELLM
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LOVE STORY

                              "PERHAPS......A LOVE LETTER"




love-message-whiteGentle touch of the familiar soft lips on his forehead broke his sleep, but he purposely didn’t open his eyes, rather turned to his side lying in his comfortable bed with soft blue coloured velvet sheet spread over it. As he was expecting, two soft and warm hands gently turned his face back and shook it with love. Very slowly he opened his eyes for a fraction of minute and closed again. Here came another gentle kiss on his forehead and an extremely soft voice said in an elated tone “Good morning grandpa, I’m the winner, I’m the winner”!
Five years old Zia was jumping in joy in her pink coloured night dress “Hey grandpa you’ve lost to me, yippee”!
Aman had by now sat in his bed smiling at the dancing Zia. He took the pretty little girl in his arms and made her sit in his lap. Both were now cuddled inside the warm blanket settling down their deal.
Aman made a deal with his grand-daughter last Sunday that if for the next seven days she would wake up before him and made him wake up everyday with a good-morning kiss, Aman would show her the pictures wherein he was as young as her father. So it was Sunday again and Zia had managed to fulfill the deal. Aman could have lost innumerable such deals to see this priceless joy on Zia’s face. Zia never believed that her grandpa too was once as young as her papa and according to her Aman was always an old man. Aman himself and his son too had tried to convince Zia many times on this but she wanted a proof. It was then that Aman designed this trick.
“Agreed my little princess, you have won and now you will get to see the pictures when I was even younger and handsome than your papa” Aman said lovingly.
“Really grandpa”? Zia still had her doubts.
“Of course sweetie, I never break my promises, you know that”, Aman tightened his grip over Zia.
“Yeah my grandpa is the best” giggled Zia.
“Zia, you need to get ready for the school, sweetheart” Zia’s mother said in a loud voice from downstairs. Aman quickly sent Zia to her mother after finalizing the deal that he would get the pictures for her by afternoon when she would return home.
“Bye grandpa, see you in the afternoon with the pictures” Zia said excitedly running downstairs and throwing a kiss in the air for Aman, while shutting the door.
After being done with the routine morning affairs Aman opened the uppermost drawer of his huge cupboard in a hope to get some old albums. After a through search of twenty minutes he didn’t find anything that could help him fulfill his promise made to little Zia. Without losing hope he took out one of his old red bag that was lying untouched on the corner of same shelf for many years.
Casually looking through its contents he suddenly fixed his gaze over a heavy packet. Aman felt his rising heartbeat and shaking legs. Very gently he touched a white coloured box and carefully pulled it out of the red bag…
Aman was sitting on the wooden chair in his balcony feeling the pleasant warm breeze. With heavy heart and watery eyes he slowly took out the contents of the white box, it was a bunch of four old diaries and a few postal envelopes. Most of the envelopes had turned yellow and fragile but one of them was relatively better. With trembling hands Aman took out a one page letter from the envelope and started reading it.
14 Jan 1984
Aman
I know that you are keen to make out why I didn’t pick last so many calls of yours as you were continuously calling twice daily for last seven days. I hope you’ll get your answer after reading this story below. Please read every word of it very carefully and in peace.
A young boy and girl met at the tender age of seventeen and got attracted towards each other. Attraction grew into fondness and then more and gradually they developed a relation. The relation sustained for six years with all the ups and downs, of course more of ups and a few downs. For all these years the girl was truly, madly and deeply in love with the boy. He was the world to the innocent girl and nothing else mattered to her. She didn’t know any life without him.
Through out this beautiful time the girl did have some qualms at the back of her mind about the honesty and committedness of the boy, thanks to some fishy incidences here and there. But being so madly in love with him she always suppressed those thoughts deep within her, praying for her to be wrong and never let them affect her feelings. As the end of sixth year was approaching the girl’s concern about their future was also growing and she always shared it with the boy. But the boy was always more bothered about HIS future and his family’s wishes and desires for him.
Finally one day, without any promise, any commitment, any concrete future plans or any assurance for the girl the boy went away. He shifted abroad in context to his career plans and that too for unknown time. The girl didn’t know what should she take it as? Her life became colourless and sad as she never knew any life without the boy. Still she was optimistic that things will soon change for good.
And then suddenly one dreadful day, fortunately or unfortunately, the girl came to knew that the boy had ditched her. He had simultaneously reared another similar relation. For her, the world had crashed at her feet. Her life came to standstill at once. The only thing she didn’t do was killing herself to the literal meaning otherwise she was as good as the dead.
Completely shattered and annoyed by the incident the poor girl surrendered to the family pressure and married a man of their choice. Of course she had all the pain in her heart and hatred for the boy.
As was expected to her the boy too settled down after a calculated marriage at his convenience and created a life for himself as he had always wished for, the one with all the materialistic and social joys.
Now, both of them have lives of their own, of course devoid of each other and living thousands of miles away. But deep in their hearts they are still connected to each other. After the dreadful day the girl never ever contacted the boy but he has managed to regularly, once in two or three months or sometimes more, call the girl as he knows that his calls will be answered, more or less. The boy has always admitted his satisfaction for his current life and his achievements but at the same time he claims to be still in love with the girl and can’t accept to break the limited contact left with her. He has repeatedly shown his repentance for whatever he did to the girl and for not having her in his life. But at the same time he confesses that he is fond of his wife and does not have any complains from her.
In spite of all these facts the boy expects the girl to behave normally or at least as a good friend.
Why and how????
Aman I didn’t pick your calls because:
You know it always make me feel guilty and I feel myself as the culprit of my husband.
Though it is always nice to hear your voice but believe me, it really, really hurts.
No matter how much time has passed, I can never ever forget what you did to me.
No matter how far you claim to repent for all that happened, I can never ever forgive you and accept the fact that you walked away so easily and so conveniently.
No doubt nothing can be reverted back but I can’t digest the fact that I’m not part of your life though I know it very well.
Last but not the least; I had always wanted you as only and only one relation. You could have been for me either as I wanted you or you can’t be there. Twelve years are enough of the time for you to understand that you have lost me forever…
Me”.
“Yes I know I lost you forever not the day I received this letter thirty years back, but much before that” whispered Aman in an unclear voice.
“I didn’t hear your voice in all these years but so many of your loving words are always echoing in my ears, I didn’t see you for the last almost thirty-five years but I’ve been with you in perhaps all my sleeps wandering in the dreams, you’ve not been my partner but I’ve spent my whole life with you. I honoured your choice for not being in contact through out our lives because I knew you had all rights to take such stern decision but I’m sorry once again as I’ve always managed to know about your well being. That’s because I can’t breathe without that” a knock on the door brought Aman back. He quickly wiped his face which was drenched with tears by now.
The maid has come to call him for the lunch, which reminded Aman of the little time he was left with to fulfill his promise. He reluctantly packed up the contents of the white box and got up from the chair to again start his search for the old albums hoping to get some other special pictures as well…
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LOVE STORY OF GRANDPARENTS

             "LOVE LIES IN THE EYES OF BEHOLDER"




old-couple“Why am I such a mess! Harshu… Please help me with my stuff….I cant find that sweater!”
After about 30 seconds of impatient cursing, she decided to call her new husband to help her with the stuff in the suitcase she packed haphazardly for their honeymoon.. They had decided on exploring the Western Ghats and as the first pitstop they went to Honey Valley at Coorg to breathe the fresh oxygen and bask in the glorious sunlight…
Coming back to the day of 13th Dec, 2015, Harsh or whom she fondly called Harshu helped her find the sweater and inadvertently a few other things.. They were an old music box, a letter and a dairy. Mahira looked at them and remembered receiving the music box from her mom.
“ Ohh Man! This was supposed to be left at home…Ugh Stop being so haphazard Mahi!”
She slapped her head! Harsh loved her silly dubious ways.. He just smiled and said “ You know what! Maybe you should read the letter and the diary while youre here. You will get bored of me anyhow!”
She just rolled her eyes and smiled..and played the music box. “ It works! Hahahaha Ohh man I love this tune! I think Granny and I have very similar tastes. In music, clothes and well.. Men. Granpa was a lot like you. Down to earth, Quiet but totally in love with granny. Who was.. well as crazy as me!
Next day she wakes up early with the thought of the letter and wonder of the beautiful life of her grandfather and grandma together. A smile couldn’t help but peek through all the possibilities. She decided she wanted to dedicate the morning to reading the diary. With the crazy dreams of a beautiful romance engraving their roots in her mind, she started with the first page. It read
“Dear Diary,
It seems absurd to write at this point. But, I don’t wish to make these thoughts public. It will be beneath the honor of my family to even think of leaving him for the idea of a better life. I have lived my life till now on the terms that were taught to me and there has never been any idea or thought that comes close to what I experience right now. Maybe it’s a phase! Maybe he needs time..What if the time is beyond this lifetime. His letter has injured my soul.. I have no one to guide me.. No direction. . All the doors are shut… I am in despair and just want to … Actually I don’t know what to do either.
Please bear with me.
Regards,
Revathi”
Mahi sat there in shock. She went numb..What had happened to make the first page so… disheartening! Then she remembered the letter! It was in the music box. She had to see it.. She went into the room rummaging through everything. Harsh got up and looked at her with dazed eyes. “ Mahi! Kya hua subah subah kyun gadar macha rahi ho( What happened? Why are you so restless right in the morning? )”.
“ Kuch nahi yaar! So jao! “ She screamed almost angrily.
Harsh got up and tried to help but she just brushed him aside. He knew what she wanted. “ Here, I think you wanted this.” He gave her the music box that was safely kept in the bag pocket by him.
“ Ahh Thank you! I needed this” She opened the box, then the Letter. It said:
“Hello Revathi,
I believe you know about my past. I was married to a lady named Savitri. Her beauty is unparallel, regal outlook and stunning taste. I was married to her for two years before she passed away. She looked gorgeous even in her days of sickness and moved on with a smile. She cooked wonderful food and was knowledgeable beyond compare.
Revathi, you must know that eventhough I am married to you now. I will never be able to forget her for as long as I am alive. You are married to me. But she was and will always be my Wife, my Ardhangini. I will never be able to give you the same status as her.
Please do not try to get close to me. You may stay in this house. But you will always be a guest for me.
Abhimanyu”
Mahira sat there in the bundle of mess. Just shocked, speechless and angry. How could her grandfather be like that! That’s not how she remembered them. And who was Savitri! She never heard of her! Maybe they were a different set of people. Harsh enveloped Mahi in his arms and let her cry her heart out. He knew she wanted to just be…
Page 2:
“ Dear Diary,
I heard it on the radio. They say the way to a man’s heart is through his stomach! I will cook his favorite meals. Maaji tells me he loves Karela.. I am not surprised. He is as bitter as the Bitter gourd! If not more!!
I am smiling as a write you. I really like him. I hope he comes around…
Revathi”
Page 3:
“ Dear Diary,
He left the tiffin home again today. Its been 7 days since I have cooked packed lunch kept it on the table. Kept dinner all plated on the table. He just doesn’t eat what I cook. He cooks his own meals. Doesn’t speak to me!
I long for the sound of another soul in this house. I long for a flicker of smile in his eyes when he looks at me. He is just cold.”
After this page, there were smudges of ink all over the pages. Page 4 was illegible.
“ Oh There you are! Baby don’t be sad! Harshu thik kar dega!(Harshu will make things alright) Here… Have a fresh papaya!” Harshu came in with a big bowl of papaya, bananas and some weird looking plant.
“ papaya!! Really! Yuck! No way” Mahi twisted her nose in disgust!
Page 5:
“ Dear Diary,
I have taken up teaching at the nearby school. I get Rs. 100 for a month’s work
Its refreshing and liberating. I have made Rs. 10 worth donation at the Temple. Gave gifts to all relatives. I made a sweater for him. He doesn’t wear it.
Cooking everyday. Its been months now. He hasn’t even tasted the food that I cook.
I hope things get better. I really like him!
Revathi”
“ I love my job! Just hate the peanut portioned salary!” Mahi chuckled when Harsh admired Grandma for being so ahead of her times and teasing Mahi for being such a job hater.
“ Yes I am sure 50,000/- per month is minuscule for my wonderful princess!!” Harsh laughed and went out.
Mahi couldn’t help notice the paradox. She smiled and went back to reading the diary.
Page 6:
“ Dear Diary,
That woman! She knows that we aren’t even sleeping in the same room. She even knows about all the food that gets trashed! Why are women such idiots!
She told everyone in the neighbourhood and they are all after Abhi ji now. They called him characterless and a womanizer. Apparently all women feel less secure around him!!I gave them all a piece of my mind!
He was looking at the whole scene. He tried to talk but just looked at me with sadness. I feel bad for him. I really like him…
But these women! May god give them good sense..Else I will have to
.”
“ What! What happened next!! “Asked Harsh.
“ That’s all for this page Harsh! Let me check further.”
Page 7:
“ Dear Diary,
Last evening.. I almost got caught with you in my hand. He came and looked at me. Thanked me and went away.. I went after him . He was looking at Savitri’s earrings. Thought shouldn’t disturb him and went into the kitchen. I was cooking and he came in. He cooked next to me. We didn’t speak.. I kept two plates at the verandah. He came and sat there! He was going to eat with me!
I took a spoon full of Dal in reluctantly placed it in a bowl for him. He took the bowl and started eating!! Yes, he ate the food that I cooked and looked at me and smiled…
I really like him!”
Mahi closed the diary and saw the photograph she took of them a few years ago. Grandpa and granny looking at each other. Tears welled up in her eyes. Harsh came in with a glass of cranberry juice and chocolate…She just smiled at her fortune…
–END–
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TEENAGE LOVE STORY

                          " BOLD AND BEAUTIFUL"




girl-boy-friendship-loveShe opened her diary, it was her daily routine to note down how her day had passed. This habit was imbibed in her by her father and she will be always thankful to him. Tonight there was a smile. She started.
“Dear Diary,
Thank you for this beautiful day. The classes continued as usual. The boys won’t stop playing fool at the language class but had a hearty laugh. And today was special, he smiled . I could feel my heart skipping a beat. Can’t wait for tomorrow.
Love PJ”
Her mother called her twice. The dinner was tabled and everyone was waiting for her.  That night it was difficult to sleep. She has been continuously thinking about him. Teenage is difficult. It adds more to it when you think about a guy and smile. She still wondered if he had noticed her. The clock stuck 1. She distracted her mind and went off to sleep.
Pooja was a popular girl, loved by her teachers and friends and that adds a lot more people who envied her.  But she was not self obsessed. She was jolly and fun loving. She could see him in the school campus. He was charming and could make others smile. “Why he would turn to me? There are lots of beautiful girls her”, she thought. This kind of thoughts strikes our mind when we are at least 14 years old. But to her surprise he looked straight to her eyes and smiled. She skipped a beat. It was another wonderful moment in her life. She is blessed, she thought.
Slowly and gradually their conversations started. They now felt much comfortable. People started noticing their company. The texting and phone calls increased. It was a like a dream to her. She never thought Rohan could be so humble and loving. He sang songs to her and she kept listening. And knowingly or unknowingly her grades in the class was decreasing. She tried concentrating but it was only Rohan who kept controlling her mind but she didn’t mind. She smiled.
One fine day she couldn’t wait more, she had to tell him how she felt. May be its infatuation but he needs to know. She has been drowning in the so called ‘river of love’. But to her amazement he responded positively. She was in cloud nine today. She couldn’t express how she felt. Her eyes were moist.
Everything was going smooth until she became a little obsessed about him. But, Rohan on the other side was an outgoing guy. He loved to hang out with his friends. Slowly these were increasing more and Pooja find it quite difficult to digest. Her grades were decreasing now at a faster rate. She had swollen eyes often and dark circles were visible. She couldn’t take it more. She decided to confront him.
Rohan was sitting in the tree shade with his friends. Pooja walked to him but he did not seem to care a bit. She was shocked. Pooja started, “Rohan, I need to talk to you.”
“Not now Pooja I’m busy. Let’s discuss everything over the phone after we reach home after school. Okay? Now please go!”
Pooja couldn’t believe his words. He never behaved this way in the last six months. She started crying and ran away. Today it was the last day at school as from tomorrow the summer break starts. She was in mood for enjoyment. That day she waited all long but he didn’t care to call. She was feeling a little offended. She decided not to call him first. Days rolled but there was still no initiative from his side. He did not even care to normalise things between them. Her dream was starting to break. She felt as if someone is waking her up from a deep slumber, a six month’s long. She felt heartbroken.
She unlocked her phone and dialled his number. He didn’t pick it up. She rang him for the second time. The call was responded, “Hello! What is it? Why are you disturbing me? Can’t you see I don’t want to be with you anymore?”
These words went through her like a knife tearing her flesh apart. Her heart was broken. Completely.
“I love you Rohan. Please don’t do this to me. I beg of you. Please” ,said Pooja crying her whole heart out .
But Rohan turned out to be a completely different person. She couldn’t imagine this in her worst nightmare. “You know what Pooja, you are such an idiot. I have never met a person like you (laughs). You are so easy to fool. Thank you for entertaining me.”
She couldn’t believe it was him. She stood still. She went in a trauma. Her parents were worried what had happened to their child. She didn’t laugh anymore. But she then decided its over, there’s no point of crying for someone who least deserves it. It was difficult for her but she managed to get over him. She didn’t give a damn to anyone.
The school started. Everyone has only one story to repeat “Rohan dumped Pooja”. She thought ‘oh! C’mon get a life!’ She digested everything. Now no force can defeat her. She achieved victory over him. But still there was something, a soft corner. She loved him. How can he be so carefree? She could not take it. How can she suffer alone when they both enjoyed some moments together.
She walked to him,” I want to have a word with you.”
Everyone’s eye was staring them. He stood up, she smiled at him. “I have to return you a favour”, said Pooja.
“What now!”
She smiled even more and BANG! Everyone was shocked. “THIS!” she smiled and went away. He stood still with his hand on the cheek.
“It was cool, Pooja” exclaimed her friends.
“I know. I was too good for him.” They laughed and the lunch break got over.
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