TEARS
HEY EVERYONE!
Today I am going to tell my story its been so hard for me to live my life with this burden in my heart thats why i am writing this. It was a summer when i first came to this new place to complete my graduation i was so young that time n full of excitement.My life is going to change from that day ,i was so excited and found many new friends. It was so good to see a new place n make fun with friends everything was going so normal.But destiny was writing something else for me and that had changed my life forever .It was valentines
day of 2014 me with my friend was went out to hang around but that was the biggest mistake of my life that day i met with a guy i don't want to mention his name .
That day i first saw the devil who destroyed my life ,first day when i met him he seemed to be very innocent guy he din't even talk to me properly.But next day he came to my college to meet me i introduced him with my friends then we became friends for 4 days then after that he proposed me n i thought its okay i'll be with him for just timepass so i accept his proposal.
So we were engaged after 1 month of our relationship he had to leave the place for his management course so he came to meet me till then i was totally in love with him, we met for an hour and then he left it was so hard for me to stay one night without talking to him and i called him several times but his phone was off i was worried but he told me it will take 4days to reach his destination so i thought it was just because of his battery so i stayed calm.
But i was still trying to contact him and after 5 days he called me i was so happy to hear his voice i asked him he is okay or not and did he missed me?
But the answer was so worst he said i din't even tried to call him
But that was not true i did it .But he was not ready to trust me ,but its ok atleast he reached safely that only matters for me.
But things went wrong day by day every night he got drunk and used such a bad words to me in phone that i had never heard,i used to cry every night before i go to sleep.
The things go even wrong when i was going to give my 1st year examination he was mentally torturing me every night and in the morning he act like he don't know anything .But i used to forgive him because he always cry in phone and it melts my heart during exam he din't even feel that i had lots of pressure and he still continues doing same shit but this time more worst he din't allow me to go to my collage but i managed and my exams were over.
I went home on my vaccation and spend a good time with my family and i was happy and recovering with my pain.
But my luck always give me shit ...
The day had come when he was returning to my place every girlfriend has to be happy when their loved one comes to meet them but in my case i was very scared and worried.
But i managed to bring smile in my face. we talked went out he told me about the place where he had gone but somewhere in my heart i knew that this smile is not for long
And as i said things happend to be worst and worst day by day i was young and couldn't handle this anymore so i had decided to leave him but when i told him i am going to leave he became mat and started threatning me beating me and i was afraid and i decided to be in a relationship i was dying inside me and i can't ask help from anyone i used to blame myself.
I din't told my family members about it coz i don't want to give them any tensions
But me? I was dying every single day does love hurts this much??
I gave him my 100 percent but he tooks advantage and this story not ends over here.
The more devil side has to come yet
Its been too long so next story on next time
to be continued....................
PUBLISHED BY-OURHELLO.COM
HEY EVERYONE!
Today I am going to tell my story its been so hard for me to live my life with this burden in my heart thats why i am writing this. It was a summer when i first came to this new place to complete my graduation i was so young that time n full of excitement.My life is going to change from that day ,i was so excited and found many new friends. It was so good to see a new place n make fun with friends everything was going so normal.But destiny was writing something else for me and that had changed my life forever .It was valentinesday of 2014 me with my friend was went out to hang around but that was the biggest mistake of my life that day i met with a guy i don't want to mention his name .
That day i first saw the devil who destroyed my life ,first day when i met him he seemed to be very innocent guy he din't even talk to me properly.But next day he came to my college to meet me i introduced him with my friends then we became friends for 4 days then after that he proposed me n i thought its okay i'll be with him for just timepass so i accept his proposal.
So we were engaged after 1 month of our relationship he had to leave the place for his management course so he came to meet me till then i was totally in love with him, we met for an hour and then he left it was so hard for me to stay one night without talking to him and i called him several times but his phone was off i was worried but he told me it will take 4days to reach his destination so i thought it was just because of his battery so i stayed calm.
But i was still trying to contact him and after 5 days he called me i was so happy to hear his voice i asked him he is okay or not and did he missed me?
But the answer was so worst he said i din't even tried to call him
But that was not true i did it .But he was not ready to trust me ,but its ok atleast he reached safely that only matters for me.
But things went wrong day by day every night he got drunk and used such a bad words to me in phone that i had never heard,i used to cry every night before i go to sleep.
The things go even wrong when i was going to give my 1st year examination he was mentally torturing me every night and in the morning he act like he don't know anything .But i used to forgive him because he always cry in phone and it melts my heart during exam he din't even feel that i had lots of pressure and he still continues doing same shit but this time more worst he din't allow me to go to my collage but i managed and my exams were over.
I went home on my vaccation and spend a good time with my family and i was happy and recovering with my pain.
But my luck always give me shit ...
The day had come when he was returning to my place every girlfriend has to be happy when their loved one comes to meet them but in my case i was very scared and worried.
But i managed to bring smile in my face. we talked went out he told me about the place where he had gone but somewhere in my heart i knew that this smile is not for long
And as i said things happend to be worst and worst day by day i was young and couldn't handle this anymore so i had decided to leave him but when i told him i am going to leave he became mat and started threatning me beating me and i was afraid and i decided to be in a relationship i was dying inside me and i can't ask help from anyone i used to blame myself.
I din't told my family members about it coz i don't want to give them any tensions
But me? I was dying every single day does love hurts this much??
I gave him my 100 percent but he tooks advantage and this story not ends over here.
The more devil side has to come yet
Its been too long so next story on next time
to be continued....................
PUBLISHED BY-OURHELLO.COM
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